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4 days into my water fast the “downloads” start! My Ha Hah Eureka! moment! I did have a near-death experience! Why I always approached health for super consciousness!
When I was 22 yr/o living as a. young professional in a beautiful home in the Castro, I partied like an animal! I was mainly into smoking crack cocaine for days on end. Mind you, totally functional at work somehow, but it was the fun drug of choice back then and really pure/ good quality product. I wouldn’t assault my body with what is on the streets these days!
One particular round of my three days up one day down cycle, I was with a couple of friends and actually going into my fourth day. We got a batch and were planning on an evening of it, and because I knew how it could make me a bit anxious despite the alcohol I would drink to “keep the edge off,” I took a Quaalude one of them had offered me. I was never into downers, but this particular evening, I took it.
Not long after, I was taking a hit off the pipe, and the next thing I knew, I was hovering over my body.
In total peace and acute omniscient awareness with no fear, concern or reaction at all, like a true conscious spirit observer I remember everything in the room, the position I was laying in and what my two friends were doing to me. One of them was, thank God, a New York Emergency room nurse and had seen her share of drug overdoses was doing CPR on me, and had directed the other one to get ice. I saw my friend Terry go get ice from the kitchen and they began stripping me naked and putting the ice on me- all over, particularly my heart and back of the neck and down my back. I don’t know how long I was out there but I do remember lingering a bit noting the fireplace in the living room while watching them prop me up and slap me a few times.
When I came to, what was interesting was that I was sober as a judge – after 3 days of non-stop partying! I mean sober like I had just gotten out of the gym! I felt refreshed, relaxed/peaceful and happy!
Don’t judge me… it was 1982, I was a young broadcasting professional living in the most disposable income area on the planet (gay men in the Castro= two male incomes who were 99% of the time without children). Especially all you people with psych drugs in your cabinet that you’ve been on for years calling it medicine. Recreational drug users are typically in better shape for getting truly well because they explicitly know they have to get off drugs to get well.
You are not your experiences – you are what you draw from them – I have now realized that that experience was the dragon I’ve been chasing all my life! That magical state of mind of purity and peace, omniscience – where everything is okay no matter what is going on (like overdosing on drugs) because you don’t even have a concept for anything not being okay! Death doesn’t exist there, so fear doesn’t exist when where there is no fear, there is no ego or the connection to the many things the ego attaches itself to for security, control or power which turns into the person’s identity and robs the peace; bliss in their lives. I am a bliss junkie I’ve found!
Where there is no ego, there is no fear and that is when you get to feel the oneness and since I am a bliss junkie, I have never been into attachments that pull me away from my freedom to celebrate life on demand! I proved this when I left a deep six figure income at NBC Los Angeles to pursue biological medicine; leaving a home in the equestrian district of Burbank, celebrity status and complete financial freedom in the matrix for an apartment and a 150.00 budget for food weekly for me and my 10 y/o daughter. You see, in the matrix, you are free to choose from a list of choices you are given. But in reality, that is a slave of mind and body – the worst kind, because you think you are free!
Back in those days, no one knew about or had a term for NDEs, at least not in my circle of family, friends, and info streams. So I didn’t think much about it until yesterday! I would tell the story to friends, and they would look at me like I was crazy, and we’d move on to the next topic.
When you’re young and living life without boundaries which I’ve always done (sometimes I think my life has been one long NDE!) you are so close to the edge anyway you don’t know what happened! I think young, free, and healthy people, like many of us were back then, were somewhat interdimensional consciously. The onslaught of toxicity and other electronic pollution, etc. that is dumbing people down wasn’t a dramatic feature of life on earth back then and our minds and hearts were free to explore- especially in San Francisco riding off the 60’s!
I didn’t think about it in any other light until yesterday on my bike getting my usual clarity during my water fasts which I now do and will each month until I meet another personal goal of on-demand out-of-body inter-dimensional super consciousness which is developing daily! It is one technique of many mind, body and spirit health practices I’ve been incorporating into personal life the last 15 months and now blending into my new Biological / Energy Medicine Model of which, as usual, I am my own favorite lab rat!
I have never had boundaries. Me evolving as a person has always been choosing to follow my bliss – and now I know it is recreating that experience but in a healthy way and now I call it “Mindful Ascension”. I think that is probably what most people that do drugs are looking for – that experience. I think we are all naturally driven to find our way home. We all know there is something “out there” that is in the like of that experience I had back in ’82. Well, I’m developing a Medical Model that is going to help enable those active seekers of the “Love, Joy and Peace, they are naturally attracted to, develop it right here. You don’t have to wait until you die to be in heaven. Heaven, Nirvana, Shangri La; all of the names for that perfect place has never been a place, it is a state of mind! In fact, I believe that ascension is a skill, one born of first the choice of detaching from the Matrix which is the first thing you do when you die, releasing the ego which is the companion of leaving the Matrix, and seeking that Love with Eyeballs state of mind with a whole heart, passion, and commitment to having it no other way. No fear of repercussions for any act or decision that may help get you to that feeling I had that day in San Francisco.
During my Spirit Quest of the last year after “burning down” my 1800 square foot clinic because my vision in medicine had nothing to do with a treatment bar in a parking lot, this past year I have had numerous out of body experience, moments of clarity and super conscious events and they are getting more frequent. They are actually getting to be on demand many times and sometimes just random. I have been a free bird chasing that dragon! I have been working with Shamans, energy healers, sacred medicines, various dietary practices, extreme workouts, I have loved deeply while doing it and I have learned how much people really want to help each other get there. That is where I feel the oneness on this planet! Only there! I really don’t think there is much love or oneness in the matrix, there can’t be. Too much ego and attachments. They are more concerned about maintaining their illusion of security and presentation which seems to revolve around “stuff” than they are with true heaven for themselves on earth. Just like the body cannot be in fight and flight at the same time, consciousness cannot be focused on maintaining an illusion of security to hide fears about death, “not having” stuff or more stuff, and in a true state of bliss in the oneness at the same time. They don’t co-exist. In fact, most people are focused daily – all day – on getting more stuff!
I have done a lot of things to induce this state of mind and I think as an evolved adult it started when I left NBC shortly after a 42 day traditional Native American Shawnee Vision Quest I did with an actual tribal member. I’ve been separating my mind from matter creating coherence with my body, mind, heart and spirit. I’m definitely progressing and this past year has been one event after the next taking my destination where I get to ride that dragon! I know I’m here to develop these techniques and teach them to others. Not everyone should have to have an NDE, it’s just those that have had them tend to be the ones that try to recreate them in their lives because the sensation; the experience is definitely heaven on earth and it becomes your new “bar” of best experiences ever. Everyone is there, it’s just a state of true peace that is within you. We just have to peel the layers away to get there.
In closing, I will say though… pulling from a conversation with a friend that had an out of body experience while journeying with ibogaine. There was no great sex, rock and roll or awesome food there!
While I’m here I am going to love deeply, have great sex, dance to music every chance I get, hug my family and friends- maybe even a stranger today- (that would be fun… blow someone’s mind!, ride my bike, enjoy the natural beauty of this planet, and eat bomb organic energy infused food full of life – I am going to make an event of each and every time I get to do these things and dress them up with love. I am going to find all the ways to celebrate and enjoy this life – I truly love this life and will make the most of it while I’m here and have all these sensations to enjoy and to do that, I know I have to be totally present with my pure, whole heart in the 3D (not the same as the matrix- I mean this beautiful planet, the parts of it aligned with God & Nature). To be totally present, I am fully committed to mind, body and spiritual health which is definitely a prerequisite to the ecstatic states of mind I can achieve and celebrating meaningful events of this life. I am an event producer / memory designer learning how to ride the dragon into eternity! Your mind is a garden of memories and visions
When you know where you’re going, you can truly enjoy this life. It is not true that you have to die before you can truly live. There is a way to mindful ascension and experiencing the after this life. It just takes commitment and faith. Faith is in your heart. Take a deep look in there and have a great day!
I’m going for a bike ride!
In service we shine,
Shine!
Genita M. Mason LMP, HHP, NC
Medical Director
The Biosasnctuary
www.thebiosanctuary.com
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