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“Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say on the Lord.” (Psalm 27:14)
Waiting is one of the hardest things we as God’s creation must learn to do. From the newborn child to whatever age we are now, we do not want to wait. Age often does not change that impatience and insistence to get our way.
Our wants, our needs, our plans, our dreams—having those interrupted or changed brings chaos to our life. But God asks us to give all that to Him. He asks us to trust Him, to leave it at His feet.
We desire to give everything to Him, we tell Him we will, and we do—temporarily. But, learning to leave it there and wait, even when our world turns upside down, is a lesson we all must learn. We know Scripture, but often our conversations with God begin to sound like Lamentations chapter 3.
When sickness strikes us or a loved one, we learn to wait. This process of learning to leave it to Him happens slowly. We learn to dig deep for the promises found in His word. Daily, and sometimes hourly, we make choices to trust and to wait on the Lord. The miracle may not come when we want it. We don’t always get immediate answers. We may watch as God carries our loved one home. That was not the answer we wanted, or the way we planned it to be. It’s not easy to keep trusting and believing that it was for the best. As months and years go by, we learn that God’s plan was the better way in situations we wanted to change.
I remember the first time I really had to dig deep to stand. I watched my father lose his eyesight at an early age. Many prayed for him and prophesied that he would be healed. His faith was high, but he would awake to the same problem. A minister offered him this encouragement: “It is sometimes harder to have faith, trust, and integrity with God when we don’t receive immediate healing than it is to receive that healing and go back to living normally.”
In his last service my father danced before the Lord, praising Him with closed eyes. Opening them, he still did not see clearly but rejoiced in the blessing he experienced. When the call came only a few hours later that he was gone, I was devastated and found myself questioning God. That was not how it was supposed to be. I was told he “was healed” and knew it was true, but I had to learn to trust in a way as never before.
In Lamentations chapter 3, we find Jerimiah complained and listed all the troubles that had come to him. Yet, we read some of the most quoted and encouraging verses in the Bible. “This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope . . . His compassions fail not . . . they are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness . . . The Lord is my portion, therefore I hope in Him . . . The Lord is the strength of my life.”
For the past several years I have been learning to wait on God and to trust in a whole new realm. When I feel I can no longer handle it on own, portions of Psalm 61:2-3 become my mantra. “When my heart is overwhelmed; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been a shelter for me.”
In the night hours, God is there. In the middle of an emergency room, He is there. When I can’t share the load with anyone else, God listens. I tell Him, “I can’t do this by myself. Here I am again—I need you. I still trust you.”
Philippians 4:13 assures, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” So many promises in His Word are dependent upon our learning to trust Him and wait on Him. Worship Him in the valley, and He will help us climb the mountain we face.
“I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress; In Him I will trust.” (Psalm 91:2)
Note: Dee Rodgers is an active member of The Sanctuary, New Albany, Mississippi. Married for 47 years, she is the mother of two and grandmother of four – a six year old and seven-year-old triplets! She teaches the pre-teen Sunday school class at her church and enjoys reading, painting, quilting, and pottery classes.
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